Not myself

Have you ever had one of those days where you just don't feel like yourself? It feels like you are just going through the motions trying to get everything done and you lose yourself in the process. Well thats how I have felt for the past two months. With the kitchen remodel, craziness at work, both Ryan and I being sick, and other obligations it has just felt like we have had no time for anything else. I haven't blogged in over a month and whats even worse is that I haven't even taken the time to take pictures in the past two months that I could use to blog. I normally LOVE to take pictures and I'm always the girl with the camera but lately I haven't even been doing that. I also feel like some of you, my friends and family may have felt neglected by me lately. I'm sorry for that and I'm thinking of you and I MISS YOU and I pledge to be more aware and more ME. My biggest fear is that while I have been out of it, I may have missed sending that special call or text to someone that could have brightened their day or made a surprise visit to someone when they really needed it, and all those other things that I love doing and I miss. So stay with me, don't write me off as I'm slowing getting back to my normal self.